







| The words were so powerful that I couldn’t resist the truth in it. Until then, I never realized that God loved, nor I realized that God in the bible loved the whole world including me and not just for Christians. He had included me in His plan which contradicted my thinking, upbringing and religion. If it was true, then my whole life was a lie! I cried out to God saying, “I don’t know you. But if you are out there somewhere listening to me and if you really exist, then please reveal yourself to me by tomorrow and whoever you are, I’ll follow you”. That was the first real prayer in my life where I sensed peace fill my heart and I believed that if God heard me, He would answer me by that time! So the next day, I kept all the options opened and was very anxious expecting a reply from Him. I was inwardly hoping that He would convince me that I was still following Him through Hinduism. On that day of the week, I would have gone to the temple with my Hindu friends in the late afternoon, but unexpectedly, the friend who had shared the gospel invited me to her church that morning. If she had asked at any other time, I would have said “no”. But as I had already decided to permit all the things that happened on that day by that time I have given to God to know the truth, I said “yes” to her. She took me to the church where the worship service began and I was about to have a life changing experience! As I was listening to one song that demonstrated the love of God, again relating to John 3:16, something started happening in me (that I remember so fresh even today!)…that never happened in my life before and cannot be denied. In later years, when I read Ezekiel 11:19 (And I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within you; and I will take the stony heart out of their flesh, and will give them an heart of flesh), I realized what happened to me on that day. God actually gave me a new heart. |
| On that day, I was brought to a place where I felt everything in my life fading away…all my questions, doubts, fear, religion, life, family, future, goals and it was a place where I could see myself, my sins, God and Jesus Christ in front of me “hanging on the cross” and how they all tied together. Nothing else really mattered except the truth about Jesus which captured my heart! It opened my eyes to see that He had nothing to do with any religion or my own efforts of being a “good person” to lead a sinless life, but had everything to do with my relationship with God! I amazingly felt drawn to this sweet Jesus, realized how much He loved me (Though His love can never be comprehended, please read Isaiah 53 to have the least bit of idea of what He might have gone through on behalf of us) that He could willingly take my place on the cross for my sins, which had been separating me from God. And I believed Him to be the only way, the truth and the life. As John 14:6 says (Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me”), I knew beyond doubt that no one could come to God except through Jesus Christ. He did His part out of His love and grace for me and it was my turn to accept or reject the truth! My eyes were wide open to choose between life and death at that moment (Accepting and rejecting Jesus Christ is a matter of life and death). I willingly accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior! Who wouldn’t! He was and is and will be my answer. I repented of my sins and believed that He washed away my sins and I was filled with joy, peace and new life. I finally found my “true” identity and roots in Jesus Christ. I made a covenant with God on that day to follow Him rest of my life and to this day, He has been faithful to lead me. Not only that, in the midst of persecution, God preserved my new found faith in Jesus Christ and in the following years, He touched my family members one by one in coming to know Him. Praise the Lord! I’m nothing without my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. |